I think it’s really cruel that I have to give a sanitized, self-controlled version of my pain and suffering to you during Impact. You had to give me a sanitized version of your acting out during Disclosure to protect me from even more trauma, but why should I protect you? If you feel shame listening to my pain, isn’t that appropriate? It’s your choice if you let that shame spiral take you down to the pit again. Part of me thinks that would help make my decision easier.